BIG HOUSE

by YAAWN

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Recorded & Mixed by Dave Jones, Marin Prince and Mayra Aguilar

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released August 1, 2017

Produced by Marin and Mayra

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Track Name: Big House
Wake up in the big house
Walking through the big house
Happy in the big house
Fucking in the big house
I'll fight you in that big house

Stomping through the big house
I'm eating in the big house
I'm shitting in the big house

Fire in the hallway
Breath on my neck
Shadow in the bathroom
I can feel, can't see you in the big house

Coming for me but I'm coming for you
I'm fucking swinging
Tearing through that big house

Is it me??
Sweating through the sheets
Is it me??
Shaking door is going to shatter my dreams
It doesn't effect you it effects ME.

We come home to our jobs in the big house
I can hear you breathing but I can't see you.
Track Name: Callate
SHUT THE FUCK UP
I'M TALKING TO YOU
YOU WANT ME TO WRAP IT UP?
I'M AWARE OF THE SPACE I TAKE UP
PLEASE, JUST GIVE ME TIME TO FINISH
MASCULINE WORLD
1 SECOND TO SPEAK
5 SECONDS TO MAKE A POINT

I GET WRITTEN OFF
LISTEN TO ME
YOU WRITE ME OFF
LISTEN TO ME

IF YOU'D LET ME FINISH
I KNOW YOU'VE CHECKED OUT
BUT PLEASE,
IF I COULD JUST FINISH
OH, YOU CHECKED ANYWAY

YOU WRITE ME OFF
LISTEN TO ME
Track Name: Silence
Stop
Start

Repeating endlessly
I move
You move

I GET NOTHING WHEN YOU LOSE

It hurts!
Is too much patience a fault?
It is with you here today.
Our silence our death.

Each day I become more vulnerable.
Wading between gaps, breaths, bodies.
Silent aggression moving closer to something
To THIS!

It hurts!
Is too much patience a fault?
It is with you here today.
My silence MY death.
Track Name: Freeq
You say I'm a freek.
It's like you don't already know
the shit we think
It's not that different to me

But you refuse me
you exclude me
Cos I"m too freeky
Its like you don't want me.

Because I'm the freek.
You're not the freek
You're friends are freeks
But I guess they're not "freeky"

Oh, it's so tricky
Oh, to like me
Yet, you're so mean to me
It makes no sense.
Track Name: White Out
You can decorate your house in all white,
But you can't see the color of skin
White carpet, clean lines, modern design
Everything I see tells me
That white equals purity
Muted colors
Like the way you want me
Docile, quiet, white-washed
When white equals purity
It reigns supreme
When white equals purity
It's better than me.

Don't white me out
When white
Don't white me out
Equals purity

When I'm brown or I'm black
I stand out to people conditioned
not to see
I'm a smudge
I'm a stain
When white equals purity
When white equals purity
It's better than me.

People feel empowered
So emboldened we've become
But people still refuse to see
They think white equals purity

Subtly you rip me apart
Treat me different when you look at my different
Is this a race thing?
Or is it just me??
I guess I'll never know
Maybe I should change my hair
You tell me.
Track Name: Goal Weight
My doctors says I need a goal weight.

I've got a prescription
A miracle
I'm gonna lose the pounds
Within me
Goodbye plus size,
Hello world!
You're gonna see the real me.

Goal weight!
My doctor says I need a goal weight.
Oh, if I could just lose these THREE pounds.

A bag of chips - off limits
Cookies! I need you in me.
Chicken - only breast!
I'm on a diet, you see,
I'm gonna lose these 3 pounds
Just watch and see me
disappear into thin air!

Goal weight
My doctor's a piece of shit
If I could just lose these 3 pounds!

It consumes me
Thinking of pants at 3 AM
A fantasy me where I'm PERFECT
Like the magazines
And everything we fucking read
On T.V., IG and everything our parents tell us

Goal weight
Hey, Candace,
I've got a plan
We're going to lose these 3 pounds!
Let's just -
CUT OFF OUR HEADS.
Track Name: O.C. Real Estate
ORANGE COUNTY
It's really burgeoning down there
You know, they went blue last election.
I was reading somewhere online
About the youth - Lots of twenty-somethings
Looking for a curated lifestyle.
They've got colleges and artists...
I think they just opened up a wine bar downtown.

Look at all my properties
Look at all my land.

All these stupid people losing their homes
Sure makes it easy to flip this neighborhood.
You know I went to a seminar at the Marriott
Down on Harbor?
They told me I had A+ credit -
That's better than gold!
Yeah, they let me in the club real fast.
I set up an artesian coffee shop in less than a MONTH!

Look at all my properties,
Look, look! At my land.

Do you think I can get the renter to
Pay for that wall I want put up?
Yeah and this cute little number,
A great starter home over on Trask
Is going to make a pretty penny with that
Open-concept layout.
I'll throw in an antique stove-top in there and
I'll tell 'em it's from 1945 -
POST WAR BABY!

Let's take a tour
Of all my properties
Let's look at all my land.
Let's look at all my properties.
Do you want to rent?
Do you want to buy??
Look at all my assets
Look at what I"m worth!
Lookit! Lookit!
Look at all my LAND.